All You Need Is Love

During the break I was going through a lot and I realized that I can't keep having these little pity parties about myself. I have actually started a journal of my own and I wrote this because this one night I just let everything go. Bare with me, I usually never get this negative or at least I try not to, but in a way I am glad I did just because I learned that in life you are given two chooses which is deciding whether you should move on or hold on a little tighter. Move on, and maybe you'll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on and have the possibility of one day it being the biggest disaster ever created. So here is a section of what I wrote in my journal: 


"Life can be so unfair. I put someone who I really cared for first and they put me second. I studied my ass off for my midterm, but still I got C. I give 110% in a relationship to someone when he only gave me 40%. I was there for my best friend, whatever she needed I was always there. And now we don't even talk. I cared so much about someone who does not care enough about me to say "hi" to me. I gave someone my time and they give me "sorry, I’m busy." It seems like I'm giving everyone my everything and they’re just walking away and giving nothing back." 


PITY PARTY! I KNOW! I re-read that today and I got so upset just for the fact that I did not know how many things were actually bothering me. The picture that I put up really helped me out because yes it does get better, but only do YOU have the power to make it better. I let everything I felt out and now I feel like a new person and I am so proud of myself for doing that. This video is a song from Rascal Flatts called Unstoppable. Every time I am having a rough day every song of theirs turns my day around so fast. They are an amazing band and ALL of their songs are very touching and inspiring. This song in particular helped me literally right after I wrote in my journal. I hope you enjoy it! :)

It means no worries...

This weekend I watched The Lion King with my family and every time I watch that movie it always brings me back to when I was a little girl and that my only "problem" was that I wasn't allowed to play outside with my friends or stay up late. I feel that mostly everyone stresses over the littlest things, that nobody appreciates how lucky they are for just waking up in the morning. I'm not saying that everyday is going to be worth waking up in the morning for, it's not always going to be perfect. But with everything you still have to move on, you have to get up or you'll never stumble upon the days that really, truly are worth waking up for. In the movie, my favorite part is when the monkey tells Simba "yes the past may hurt but the way I see it, you can either run from it or learn from it." Everyday is a new challenge and I believe that every one should make it seem like that, because some people just wake up and let life happen to them. The way I see it we should really live life, embrace it, taking everything that is happening to you and get the positive out of everything.